social anxiety disorder and depression: my struggle in Bristol

One of the lowest points in my life so far was during the years 2003/2004. I had just left college (too anxious to attend university) and applied for many many web design jobs in the local area. I thought it would be easy to get a job as I was newly qualified as a web designer and that I would get a job more or less right away.

I was knocked back by rejection after rejection, the little confidence that I had was destroyed. I felt totally helpless as I found it really hard to even make a call to or go into a job agency. Stuck in a total vicious cycle, I couldn’t get a job because the anxiety levels were so high and I couldn’t support myself because I couldn’t get a job.

I really saw NO WAY OUT. I thought that this was who I was and I could do absolutely nothing about it.

Shy on Drugs – New York Times

Shy on Drugs – New York Times.
FEW children relish the start of a new school year. Most yearn for summer to continue and greet the onset of classes with groans or even dread. But among those who take the longest to adapt and thrive, psychiatrists say, are children trapped in a pathological condition. They are [...]

BBC – Ouch! (disability) – Interviews – 13 Questions: Steve Light

BBC – Ouch! (disability) – Interviews – 13 Questions: Steve Light.
17th November 2009
Steve Light is 27 years old, but growing up he felt robbed of a fulfilling life because he was gripped by social anxiety. Throughout his teens and early twenties he was locked in a cycle of acute shyness and low self-esteem. With social [...]